he is a little slow and not a quick thinker and sometimes his actions come before consideration, thats what makes me angry and hurt... cause i over analys and think to deeply about what he says to me and why he says things. im just too sensitive.

unfortunately my inability to face my fears and to put aside my own emotions and feelings have caused my to change drastically. i have become an empty shell. who sits lost and confused, who feels alone and helpless, who feels used and abused. my patience has disappeared... my tolerance has too. empathy is low and self esteem.

i think i am slowly reaching the hight of my internal and secret depression